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SilentAn empty teakettle sits on a glowing burner.  I nod to it, and feel drawn to wrap my hands around either side of her.  We are soul sisters, but I know she will only burn me. Silent
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Daily strugglesAround the corner and through the loop  fingers flail, struggling with dirtied strands  One in front of the other        just breathe  Little blue engines tug at me,  
keep moving, keep moving  And this dish has no spoon to run with  but I can learn to laugh       at myself Daily struggles
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Frerard?
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ControlI went to see her today, my counselor.  I barely spoke at all.  Every time I would start, I would choke and tears would burn my eyelids.  God, I hate crying.  Each time it happened, I could feel her looking at me, trying to figure me out.  Sometimes I feel like I'm just a puzzle, a challenge to solve and nothing more.  It makes me not want to return.  I know it's good for me to come here though.  If nothing else, it gets me out of the house and out of my head.  It's gotten to the point where she is the only human contact I have anymore.  I've b Control
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NightmaresI don't want to get out of bed today.  Last night was filled with nightmares.  It's like reliving those nights all over again.  I wake up in a cold sweat, shaking.  I've spent the last hour lying here, trying to decide if there is any reason to get up.  So far, reasons to get up are: groceries.  Of course, that is countered by: if I don't get out of bed, I won't eat; therefore no need for groceries.   
I have a therapy appointment tomorrow.  I know what she would say if she knew what I was doing right now.  She would tell me to get out of bed, take a sho Nightmares
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MirrorsI avoid mirrors.   
I've found it's easier than facing the truth of what I've become.  Occasionally I'll catch a glance of myself in a store window or in a puddle or worst of all, coming out of the shower.  When that happens I always wonder if I might be sick or crazy.  Maybe I'm both.  My therapist says if I can even consider my sanity, that means I'm still sane.  I think I've heard that before, somewhere.  I used to believe it, but now I think she's just trying to make me feel like there is some hope.  And I do feel like there's hope, if I didn't I would stop sh Mirrors
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Taking a break

Journal Entry: Mon May 11, 2009, 7:32 AM


I'm kind of in a transition right now, so I just wanted to let you guys know I won't really be around much. I don't know for how long, and I'll probably check in from time to time, but I didn't want anyone to think I'm ignoring them. I haven't really been writing much, or really doing much of anything creative. I've just been in a weird place emotionally and don't really know what to do exactly. Hopefully once I get some things straight, my desire to create will be back with some inspiration. I do really miss it, but I just don't feel like I can do a good job at it anymore. :shrug: I hope everyone is well. Please note me or comment or something to let me know what you are all up to. I hope I don't miss too much. :hug:

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*GoldenGirls:iconGoldenGirls: Jun 18, 2009, 7:03:57 AM
Thank you so much for the recent fave :) :hug:
xxxxxx

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The future is your bitch.
*weitmare:iconweitmare: Jun 22, 2009, 11:09:28 AM
No problem, I loved it! It reminded me of "Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge" by My Chemical Romance, which is my fav album of theirs :) Nicely done!

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Vegetarians taste better!

"Nothing is less real than realism…details are confusing…it is only by selection, by elimination, by emphasis that we get at the real meaning of things." - Georgia O'Keefe
*GoldenGirls:iconGoldenGirls: 4 days 16 hours ago
Haha, awesome, thank you :D
xxxxxx

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The future is your bitch.
~radioactiverachael:iconradioactiverachael: May 31, 2009, 8:41:06 AM
Thank you so much for the favorite! :D :heart:

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...And then the giant squid showed up.
*weitmare:iconweitmare: Jun 22, 2009, 11:07:53 AM
You're very welcome, it was really amazing :)

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Vegetarians taste better!

"Nothing is less real than realism…details are confusing…it is only by selection, by elimination, by emphasis that we get at the real meaning of things." - Georgia O'Keefe
~radioactiverachael:iconradioactiverachael: Jun 22, 2009, 1:35:24 PM
Aw geez, I'm blushing, for realskies.

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...And then the giant squid showed up.
~XxCindersxX:iconXxCindersxX: May 11, 2009, 8:41:57 PM
:eye::eye: see j00! <4

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You talk to me, I talk to you. That's how I roll
*weitmare:iconweitmare: Jun 22, 2009, 11:07:37 AM
Nope! I'm hiding!

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Vegetarians taste better!

"Nothing is less real than realism…details are confusing…it is only by selection, by elimination, by emphasis that we get at the real meaning of things." - Georgia O'Keefe
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