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Crush - ch 4

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It was difficult for Gerard to leave Frankie that night.  He wished they could always be together.  Maybe one day they would be.  Just the idea of spending the rest of his life with Frankie made him smile.  “What are you thinking Gerard, you've only known this kid a week,” Gerard mumbled to himself as he drove home.  It was amazing how drawn he was to Frank.  Every minute without him, all he wanted to do was get to the next time they could be together.  He'd never felt this way about anyone before.  He had meant it when he said he loved Frankie.  Some people might say it was too early to feel that way about someone he just met, or that he was too young to really know what love was.  He knew those people would be wrong.  This was real.

Once Gerard got home, he went right to his room.  Thankfully, no one seemed to care that he'd barely been home since Friday.  He went up to his room and threw himself on his bed.  Staring at the ceiling he thought of how it would feel to have Frank laying there beside him.  Feeling his warm body snuggled up to his side, Frank's head on his chest.  He didn't need anything else.  Just knowing Frank was near him, that he would be there when Gerard woke up.  Not that Gerard didn't want other things.  Frank was hot.  He had a way of looking at Gerard that lit him on fire.  If Frank hadn't tickled him earlier he doubted he could have stopped at kissing.  In the end he was glad.  He didn't want to take things too fast.  Frank was younger than he was.  Not that Gerard was all that experienced.  Afterall, this was the first relationship he'd ever had with a boy, and the one's with girls never went all the way.  He wasn't really sure how it would work between him and Frank.  He hoped when it came to that his body would know.

Gerard jumped when the phone rang.  He looked at the clock, it was after ten.  There was a soft knock at the door.  “Gee?  Are you still up?” Mikey said through the door.  “Yeah, come on in Mikey.”  Mikey walked in holding the phone.  “Someone's on the phone for you.  Can you tell whoever not to call so late.  Mom'll be pissed if she gets woken up.”  “Sure Mikes.”  Gerard picked up the phone as Mikey walked out.  “Hello?” “Gee?” “Yeah, hang on..” Gerard waited until he heard the soft click of Mikey hanging up.  “Ok, he hung up... Frankie?” “Yeah, um, I'm sorry I called so late.  I was just thinking, and well, I couldn't wait until tomorrow to talk to you again.”  Gerard smiled so hard it made his face ache.  “I missed you too, Frankie.  I wish I hadn't had to come home so soon.”  “So, yeah I was thinking, um, maybe I could come over.”  Gerard fiddled with the phone cord, “I don't know Frankie, I mean, I really want you to, but I don't think my mom would let you come..” “She doesn't have to know.”  Gerard could hear Frank do his little smile over the phone.  He could just picture it.  Even when he couldn't see Frank, Gerard couldn't resist him.  “Well, how will you get here?”  “It's not far, I can walk.”  “Are you sure?” Gerard wasn't sure this was the greatest idea Frank has had.  “Yeah, sure.  Just let me in when I get there.  See ya in a few.”  With that Frank had hung up.

“Oh my god,” Gerard thought.  “Frank is coming here.  He's going to be in my room.  He's going to stay in my bed.”  He looked around, thankfully he didn't have much to junk up the room, but he did have some cleaning up to do.  He ran around trying to get up the dirty clothes and his random art supplies.  Once he was satisfied with the state of his floor he took a quick survey around to make sure his room seemed “cool” enough for Frank to see it.  He thought it seemed ok.  Moments later he heard something outside.  He looked out his window to see Frank in the front yard looking up at him.  He was getting wet from the rain, which had started on his way over.  Gerard opened the window, “I'll be right down to let you in,” he said.  Gerard crept out into the hall and got down the stairs as quickly and quietly as he could.  By the time he opened the door, Frank was dripping.  “You better take your wet clothes off so you don't drip everywhere.  It might be a little suspicious if someone comes down here and there is water all over the floor.”  Frank gave Gerard a little nervous smile, but nodded and started to take off his wet clothes.  Gerard tried not to look as the boy exposed his small but strong torso.  After Frank got his jeans off, and stood in his boxers looking at Gerard.  “Good enough?”  “Yeah, now come on.  We better hurry before someone hears us.”  

They crept up the stairs, Gerard holding one of Frank's hands, while Frank held his wet clothes in the other.  Once in his room, Gerard took Frank's clothes and hung them up in his bathroom.  He had never really cared before that he had his own private bathroom attached to his room, but he was grateful for it now.  He came back in to see Frank with this arms wrapped around himself shivering.  “Oh I'm sorry!  Here, let me get you something dry to wear.”  Gerard walked over his dresser and pulled out some sweats and a t-shirt.  Frank smiled and pulled them on.  Gerard was a little sorry to see Frank cover up his beautiful body, but it was ok, because he was going to get to spend the whole night with his sweet Frankie in his arms.  Gerard smiled at this.  “What?” Frankie looked at him curiously.  Gerard blushed, “Just happy you came.”  Frank smiled wide and walked over to Gerard.  He put his arms around Gerard's neck.  “I missed you, Gee.”  Before Gerard could answer, Frankie was kissing him.

Gerard's mind was racing.  His body was tingling all over.  He tried to restrain himself, but his body betrayed his thoughts.  Frankie pulled away for a moment and smiled.  “I can see you missed me too.”  Gerard blushed.  “Sorry..”  “Don't be,” Frank said backing Gerard up to his bed.  Soon they were back to the same position as they were earlier in the afternoon.  As they continued to kiss and let their hands wander each other's torsos, Gerard wondered what Frank was thinking.  He wanted so badly for Frankie to feel the same way for him.  He felt crazy for worrying such things when some hot guy was on top of him.  He should just enjoy this and not care.  Frank noticed Gerard's slowing and pulled back.  “Is something wrong?”  Gerard saw the concern in his eyes.  “No, everything is great,” Gerard lied, but Frank saw right through it.  He rolled off Gerard and sat up.

“Something is wrong.”  Gerard sat up, but said nothing for a moment.  He took hold of Frank's hand and looked into his beautiful eyes.  “I really like you, Frankie.  I... I just..” Gerard trailed off.  Frank looked back at Gerard, waiting for him to finish.  When he didn't Frankie squeezed Gerard's hand.  “It's ok, I understand.  I really like you, too.  I thought you would have known that by now.  I mean look, I'm here at your house in the middle of the night on a school night.”  Gerard smiled.  “If I'm going too fast, you can tell me.”  Gerard sat for a minute, not knowing how to respond to Frank.  Part of him did want to slow things down, but in other ways all he wanted was to be as close as possible to the boy who ruled his thoughts.  “I.. well.. yeah, I guess maybe that we should slow down a little.  I love touching you, and you touching me.  I just want us to be about more than hormones, ya know?”  Frank nodded.  “Maybe we should get some sleep, we have school tomorrow.”  Gerard nodded, a little worried that maybe he had hurt Frank's feelings.

Gerard walked over and turned off the lights while Frank got under the covers.  When Gerard joined him, Frankie scooted close and wrapped his arms around him.  His face was inches from Gerard's, but Gerard did not let himself kiss Frank like his body willed him to do.  Instead he rolled onto his back and Frankie cuddled his head up on Gerard's shoulder.  Gerard bent his head down and kissed Frank's head.  He could feel Frankie's face turn up into a smile.  Gerard relaxed and was suddenly very sleepy.  He fell asleep quickly, feeling more content than he had ever been in his life.  “I love you, Gee,” Frankie whispered before joining Gerard in sleep.
this chapter is a bit shorter than the last.. but I don't know.. just felt like a nice place to end.. maybe it's just cuz I'm sleepy :D

Feedback very much appreciated (especially pointing out typos and such) :hug:

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mm..yay for sleep overs! :)

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